It Drowns Me

from Mermaidica Magic by Mermaidica

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t was created to be a song for depression and suicide awareness. It is also a song on heartache and fear. My own personal fears consists of not ever finding the love of my life or finding success for my music. The lyrics are a cry to God to guide me, a cry for hope in the mist of despair. Just been playing around with my music, singing from the heart, with authentic and deep emotion. I love to create art that expresses the sad realities life can bring us.

This was also written and produced for Suicide Prevention, for all those suffering severe depression or suicidal thoughts to know there is always hope

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I can't control this ache
Even how hard I try
I can't get you out of my head
I had to lie
Death seems painless
A dream yaaa
To wake up with your kiss
I could hardly breath
I wish you would try me
But we on two separate roads
Ionly the Lord knows
I hate how these feelings
Grow so thick
It's making my heart ill and sick
All I can do is sit and lay in pain
And grow insane
Guide my love
My dreams are hopeless
Know the fear from up above
Guide my music
Guide my love
My dreams are hopeless
Know the fear from up above
Oh God
I know your hear to stay
It drowns me
It clouds me I'll swim away
Heartbreak it drowns me
It clouds me
I'll swim away

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from Mermaidica Magic, released November 21, 2017

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Mermaidica Cuyahoga Falls, Ohio

Mermaidica (Jessica Whitely) is an aspiring Christian Pop singer. She has written and conducted 12 mix and mastered originals. Mermaidica loves to create magic, and a heavenly bliss through her unique, bubbly fashion sense.

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